Sometimes I feel something is growing inside me that is raging beyond my control. Could this ‘thing’ inside me be something that can cure my problems? What I hate most about this feeling is that it is taking control of my emotions generally and I fear that the people around me would think that I’m just abasing myself to get their attention alas, everything must happen for a reason.

Influentially turned some heads in my perspective yet devoured by fear and dwindling morality, this ups and downs have caused a meretricious hope of being blessed.

In general, it is hopeless for ‘them’.

(dedicated to ‘you’).